Triumph and Consummation at What Expenese ??
A sudden change in environment resulted me in academic prosperity as well as freedom and independency. I now look forward to going to school now in contrast to how I shook my head at the sound of school just a year ago. I see the same people daily and it's not getting old. In addition to my academic success, I'm organized and meeting deadlines without much complication. So why is my outlook on my life seen as such a quandary at the moment ??
Yepp. This is, yet, a continuation of my search for perfection. I honestly have no true problem with my social life here in Denver. I have no financial problems presently as well. As I look over my laptop, I notice how folders filled with passed tests and papers as well as numerous recommendation letters.
Again, at what cost ?? Yes, I still lost something in return for what I've been achieving. The way I'm looking at it right now though, it would appear that I should be better off with my life currently. Am I though ?? So what is this feeling of abasement and bemusement. I realize what I possess, but why am I still confused at what I actually have ?? This puzzlement's resulting me in such a way that I'm laying down at night, not able to sleep easy despite the fact that I'm jaded. The more I stay home, the more these cries for succor appear in my laptop; contrary to what people believe because of the amount of these entries I actually post to the public. With great triumph, comes a great sacrifice; but with accustomed normality, comes a more prominent and blissful life.
